PAPA GOD I pray to Papa God daily in my prayers however, when I am in big time trouble I seek Him as a daughter to her papa for He is the only one who really knows me inside out.  Whatever, the crises I am going through I trust He sees the bigger picture through my stress and anxieties and my faith assures me in His perfection, there is a light at the end of my doom and gloom.  In this past year a lump appeared on my abdomen and like any nurse I fell into the trap of self-diagnosing the problem and came up with it was a hernia a condition I am prone too.  I was told go to see a doctor here in India an idea that was fearful to me.  My fear stem from the unending bad reports and problems brought to light about hospitals, outdated medications given, reusing of needles and the list goes on.  I know in my head that all Indian Doctors are not bad they are faithful and dedicated to their calling to serve the sick however, my heart and head were not in sy...