PAPA GOD

PAPA GOD

I pray to Papa God daily in my prayers however, when I am in big time trouble I seek Him as a daughter to her papa for He is the only one who really knows me inside out.  Whatever, the crises I am going through I trust He sees the bigger picture through my stress and anxieties and my faith assures me in His perfection, there is a light at the end of my doom and gloom. 

In this past year a lump appeared on my abdomen and like any nurse I fell into the trap of self-diagnosing the problem and came up with it was a hernia a condition I am prone too.  I was told go to see a doctor here in India an idea that was fearful to me.  My fear stem from the unending bad reports and problems brought to light about hospitals, outdated medications given, reusing of needles and the list goes on.  I know in my head that all Indian Doctors are not bad they are faithful and dedicated to their calling to serve the sick however, my heart and head were not in sync.  I continue to balk at seeing a doctor and so my prayers  to Papa God was my only solution.

I prayed because now I wasn’t sure exactly what the lump was I created for myself doubt that can only be said rival the best of the worse possibilities from cancer, to an aneurysm.  Too much education, doctor serials and the like can only cause more anxiety than need be.  Papa God was to place a chain of events that would finally tell me what was wrong since He was not going to just take it away.

 

This past Saturday while out I passed the Franciscan Convent, which I have seen often but this time there was a change a sign outside the gate which read FRANCLARE HEALTH CENTRE, Dr. Sr. Regina ENT SURGEON and DIABETOLOGIST.  Papa God knows me well by letting me see there is a doctor who is a nun of the FRANCISCAN ORDER I would feel at ease ad confident to go too and so I did the next evening.  My diagnoses was spot on it is a hernia this will be number three.

Papa God never fails His daughter.  Like any good father He only wants to help, blow away the stress and anxieties, wipe the tears and nose.  He is my CREATOR and He loves me unconditionally and like any good father disciplines with gentleness and love.  Someday, we will meet face to face and He will know me for I trusted and loved Him unconditionally with a FAITH that surpasses ALL understanding. 

©Linda Mary Liotino ME A SERVANT OF CHRIST MISSION 2015

©Commissioned Painting, Name: DOCTOR SISTER, By…FRANCO JOSEPH